I didn’t have the best morning and afternoon. I think I was upset because I really didn’t know where anyone was with the exception of my mother whom was at work. My headache put me to sleep around 1, and I didn’t wake up until almost 4. The sleep had only strengthened the pain in my head almost to the point where I was unable to see straight.
I regret not being more enthusiatic when Bug walked in after his classes. Besides the headache, I had been a little frustrated when I couldn’t figure out where he was all day. I thought he was going to be getting out at 12:45, which was the truth. He had to stay longer, however, to meet his mother at the bookstore. I didn’t mean to upset him, but I guess he thought I was upset with him, which really wasn’t the case. I am a very moody person. I wish I was able to hide it better than I do.
I am glad Jeramy was able to stay for more than 20 minutes tonight. You never realize how much you miss a person until they are gone for longer than you might expect. I love him very much. He is a very large part of my life right now, and I have no idea what my life would be like without him. It wouldn’t be good, and I wouldn’t be as happy as I am now. I think he has shown me a different happy than anyone else ever could.
